A bad dream.

I had a bad dream last night, which woke me up in tears.

I remembered feeling very hurt, very disappointed. Even when I have been jostled awake, I couldn't stop crying because it felt so raw, so real, so painful. I actually felt my heart aching.

Perhaps it's the recent spate of events and subconscious thoughts and fears that inspired the dream. Admittedly, my thoughts have been a little wild of late.

This dream reaffirmed something - that he really matters alot to me.

When you allow someone access into the deepest vault of your heart, it can render you totally vulnerable and defenceless. I'm scared. What have I gotten myself into?