谈心

I was chatting with an overseas friend last night. We spoke about something I thought, well, I shouldn't really be talking about but I did and I didn't feel awkward about it, strangely. It was an honest and open chat which I'd much prefer. No guesswork. It was just free flow. And no, this person is not a close friend. Surprisingly.

Instead, friends whom I've known for a while can't even communicate with me on that level. It's hard to find someone whom you can have a heart-to-heart talk, someone you can be completely at ease with, honest to, direct with and feel comfortable enough to cry in front of and without permission, use his/her shoulder to bawl on. I think there is only one friend so far who has seen me cry (of course, movie weeping excluded).

希望能找到最珍惜我的快乐伤心的人。